The Super New Moon energy last week really assisted me in clearing out some old gunk. I really did have a funk of a February which I didn’t realise till I came out the other end in early March. Here’s a short video blog with my reflections…
I hope you enjoyed watching.
Love,
At the end of last year I shared with you all a post about one of my greatest fears…have a read here to get up to speed.
This year is the year to step forward & conquer this fear. All signs were pointing to “YES, you can do this hit the record button.” I was feeling super supported last week as I headed out into the garden with my laptop to just give it a go.
It wasn’t easy. There was a lot of emotion running through me: frustration, anger, nerves & F bombs, mixed with joy, happiness & pride.
The quality isn’t the best. I have much to learn with creating & editing video’s but at least it’s a start. I have a feeling some technical support will be presenting itself in the very near future from some filming guru’s out there. (I would more than welcome a gift of a GoPro š haha)
Without further a do I present to you ‘My First Video.’ It’s a funny snippet out take that just happened in between the ‘serious’ recording that was going on. Raw, unedited, nothing fancy. Just me in my garden HAVING SOME FUN!
Lot’s of love,
Itās usual this ātime of yearā with, as I write three days left of it, to reflect back & acknowledge what has been.
Except right here right now Iām just not feeling the love to do so. Probably because I energetically wrapped up 2015 over a month ago & a review post doesnāt seem relevant anymore. The moment has passed.
I will say though 2015 has been extremely enjoyable, a huge year of expansion & one to remember for so many positive reasons.
The next chapter has begun. Iāve stepped forward into a fresh new-uplifted energy that is beyond the restrictions or linear perceptions of āhumanā time. Arriving in a āNew Yearā before the calendar has ticked over.
The end of November brought about huge personal shifts, the biggest yet. Challenges & opportunities to heal arose telling me to get things sorted. Loose ends were tied, old issues resolved with love & everything fell into place really quickly. A welcomed cleansing wave washing away the rough to create a smooth new surface to start a new from.
āI was settled & content.ā
This year-end early closure was required as December saw me leaving on a grand adventure. What would be happening next for me needed my full-undivided focus.
Those of you who follow my work here are probably thinking āwhere did she go this time?ā as I do have a habit of being a serial traveller. Never one to do things by halves either I took myself off to Sedona, Arizona, USA.
Many synchronicities lead me to travel half way around the globe right before the festive season. The pull so great I couldnāt ignore it & Iām glad I didnāt.
It was an epic thirty-six hour trip (involving cars, three planes & a shuttle bus) from leaving my house in Perth, Western Australia to arriving at the hotel in Sedona. Driving into town at sunset with every tree & building covered in fairy lights was magical ā I was literally in the land of sparkle.
Sedona at night – Sparkle Town!
Waking to 360-degree views of the stunning red rocks behind vibrant blue skies was breath taking. Of course I had expectations of this spiritual oasis! These were exceeded above & beyond, no disappointments.
The stunning red rocks that surround Sedona.
For a sensitive person being in Sedona I finally felt āplugged in.’ It could have easily gone the other way & whacked me out. The jet lag actually helped ground me, as I needed to be very conscious of what I was doing being in a new place with every sense heightened.
āI moved in slow motion.ā
This was so appropriate & complimentary to the vibration of the land that was super accelerated. Just as we say in Pranayama breathing exercises, āthe slower you go, the better.ā
My wish for Sedona was to āopen my heart to receive.ā Leading up to this trip I was āso doneā & needed a rest. Being a perpetual over giver I had excelled this year by never giving myself enough time to truly fill up properly. Iād fill my cup only enough to half empty it again immediately. Sedona was my time to recharge to full wattage. Time to be offline & work on myself.
The Chapel of The Holy Cross, carved into the rock face
To sum up Sedona, as briefly as I can, it is:
“Energy Amplified.“
For me personally being in this vortex hot spot I felt peaceful, I could breathe again; I just wanted to be outside soaking up as much life force energy from the land. Just ābeingā there my wish was fulfilled. It was like coming up to take the first lung full of air after swimming underwater.
In the short week I had in Sedona Iāve never experienced such acceleration of my being. The term I was introduced to – ‘The Sedona Effect’ works beautifully. Sedona heals on a Soul level & quickly. What I felt is beyond the physical, way out past it. The veils between dimensions are thin there (just like the air being so high up!). I was open to expansion & surrendered all control, just letting it be.
A major observation I had of the Sedona Effect was my psychic senses went off the scale. I reached states of awareness that usually arenāt achieved without ābeing in the zoneā in a deep meditation.
During a sacred journey at a vortex site with a local healer I opened my eyes after just a short meditation to see what I usually only see with my āinner visionā & eyes closed. However my eyes were open.
“Wow does not come close.”
Was this waking up & remembering on a new level? I felt a connection like Iāve never experienced before. āThank you Universe.ā Itās hard to transcribe into words what itās like bringing the inner vision into the outer reality except pure love. I didn’t want to leave & just stay there to soak it in. Full confirmation to trust Iām going the right way with all of this work. The invisible was now visible to me, what an honor to receive!
Meditating high up on the rocks at Rachael’s Knoll
The most amazing gift was the connection stayed. The amplified effect was integrating. It became normal without being intrusive or confusing. Grounding the frequency never felt so simple. Sedona weaving her magic again š
After five days of adventuring into Sedonaās core there was even more love to come & connections to be made. The experience was just getting better. It was time to start the Energy Mastery Retreat with Lee Harris & his teamā¦
To be continued š
Massive love,
Public speaking is a gig I just LOVE to do. Probably because I like to talk a lot & sometimes itās hard to shut me up. I chose to teach a style of yoga that is purely verbal. How great it that! I get paid to talk for 90 minutes plus all the extra time before & after class geeking out on yoga chat.
Public speaking isnāt without its challenges though. Itās easy to hide behind a comfortable learned dialogue. When Iām presenting unscripted on āwoo wooā subjects the nerves appear.
Fear shows up in my head:
All these thoughts rush through my head before speaking events. Itās natural. Nerves show up when we havenāt done things before or in new situations. Even now after teaching hundreds of yoga classes if I teach at a new studio I still get nervous. The flutter in my stomach shows I care ā positive resistance shows Iām on the right track. If I didnāt care I probably wouldnāt get jitters & it would be time to move direction.
It all comes down to TRUST.
Trusting fully the Universe & spirit has my back calms me down.
Trusting that what comes through & out my mouth is exactly what needed in that moment.
Trusting everyone in attendance will get something out of it, even if they don’t realize it.
Surrendering & just let it flows.
However my greatest fear around speaking out loud is yet to be revealed.
Itās not the nerves I fear the most about public speaking itās being RECORDED.
How cringe worthy hey to hear your voice back?
āDo I really sound like that?ā
Doesnāt our own voice sound weird to how we hear it live in the moment?
Hence I have NEVER recorded myself at a public event.
Iāve side stepped many requests to record guided meditations, videoās & workshops for online access.
Iād rather spend hours writing & editing words than be recorded. My distance healing sessions would be far more economical on my time if I voice recorded them but no Iām super comfortable writing thanks.
Time to get over this fear. Itās holding me back from moving forward & getting my work out there on a greater scale.
The biggest push Iāve felt recently is that I need to start recording my live channeling work.
For those who donāt know what channeling is itās basically connecting to the universal guidance. Either your own inner voice (Soul) and/or other high vibration energy that transmit messages through a physical being like myself so they can be heard. Channeling can take on different forms; writing, speaking, art, dance or music & much more.
The āintuitive readingā part of my healing sessions is actually āchanneled guidance.ā The information I pass onto my clients flows through me from a greater vibrational source or from the clientsā higher self. I donāt try to understand or figure out what Iām being told or shown I just relay it the best I can on āhuman termsā so it can be understood. Itās not coming from me, itās coming from āSource.ā
Recently I discovered in my own healing session there is a collective energy wishing to speak through me. Donāt freak out. When I channel guidance I am fully in control Iām still driving the bus & I can stop any time. Channeling is SAFE or I wouldn’t be doing it. It does not possess or take over. Yes there are some channels out there that go into a total trance. This is not what I do. For me I am in a deeply relaxed meditative state in which I am still aware, just like when I facilitate a healing session. The energy & I work together, that is why it is called a collective energy. I am part of the collective, the āphysicalā vessel on earth.
Channeling is still new to me, especially speaking out loud whilst connected. (Side note: I heard my guides laughing at me here. Iāve been channeling without realizing I think for longer than I give myself credit) Even in healing sessions I rarely speak out during the session I wait till the end then relay messages. Up to this point I’ve never channeled a collective, it’s always been universal. Check out Lee Harris whoĀ is an awesome channel who’s collective are called The Z’s.
Iām finally acknowledging it is time for the collective voice to be heard. (To date they have not given me their names yet that is how new this is.) Itās time to take what I do to the next level for the greatest of good. Therefore it would be more beneficial to record my channeling sessions.
Oh my ā record myself speaking & publish it online. Freak out!!
Now Iāll share with you what I find highly amusing in my tale.
No Iām super relaxed about the guidance I channel, as I trust it is what needs to be heard for maximum healing. Iām just not relaxed about recording the whole thing & listening back.
Another important reason I need to get comfortable with recording is when I channel I forget what has been said. Yes I am in control but I do surrender my thinking brain to some degree. The words come out, I speak & once I disconnect often I donāt remember all of what came through. Even more reason to record it!! There will be guidance in there for me too I need to hear.
The messages are clear!
I did try one more avoidance technique before I gave in. Dictation software – this translates voice to text. It seemed like my perfect solution. Then I could just copy & paste the dictated words into my blog or where ever. Deep down I knew, felt & heard when I tried this:
āit has to be recorded.ā
Hence my cheatās way failed. The written text was choppy, illiterate at times & just didnāt translate. There was no way I could edit it, as I couldn’t recall the whole channel.
Okay, I get it I surrender to what has to be. Itās time to get over this fear. Now Iāve opened up about this in public Iām holding myself responsible to do it. The words of the collective are here to be heard & I must honour that. Watch or listen out on this space for moreā¦
Big Love,
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